This is a story about trauma and loneliness, how it can make you a horrible person. How any sliver of happiness can be felt as undeserved and insincere, how you find comfort in the bad as it's all you know. It is also about being in denial that you are a bad person, please be aware of the trigger warnings, and be aware that this is not endorsement!

Triggers; S/A/rape, violence, sexual violence, sex, suicide, gore, self-loathing, death, cosmic horror, self harm, Emetophobia, and more.